bad mood mollies

I was really looking forward to my weekend as of yesterday but today I feel nothing but laconic and morose. In analysing this change of tide, I think the catalyst was finding out that I am stuck with a huge mobile bill because my phone was stolen and I didn't call the company quickly enough to cancel it. This owing to the fact that I had a stupid hope I would find it and I was very hungover and could not think properly for the subsequent 24 hours. The huge bill is my fault and I am going to have to carry the burden onto my savings account, but these moments still aggravate me to the extent the affect my complete mood. Argh! I keep chanting the mantra, "why do we fall down? so that we can better learn to get back up" (Batman Begins). But having events that suck the money out of you and slap you on your ass, hard, is a mistake that stings for awhile. I will soldier on and now struggle to talk myself back into my optomistic and lighthearted mood of Friday. The reasons for the latter mood are still in existence, and I must give them attention and energy so that they are not overshadowed by the Dark Side.