my brain for 5 minutes.

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  In what direction should my career go? why is this such a hard emotional question?
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  What should I ask in my meeting with one of the Selfridges directors regarding my business idea
• Fantasizing that they give me half a mil to start my business because clearly I am cool, sassy, confident and can create a successful business. First impressions and all that
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  What should I eat Friday night? What do I already have in the fridge, and how can I supplement that with some healthy but not expensive food.
• Should I call the hr person in house about the legal job?
• Where I am going to go on hols? Where can you go by yourself and have a really interesting time.
  Should I go to rome whereby I would have to spend time with, potentially intimately, with Italian playboy? Do I want that, or, could i put up with that?
  
• One of the girls in kung fu asked me why I don't go out with Neo, gorg instructor. Her boyfriend and neo are getting to be close mates. Do you think this question is on the back of a convo about me, or just fishing?
• In a parallel universe, why do I have to get my period this weekend when I am spending half of it in Portsmouth? Argh. Cramps, and frustration. Umm, I think I need some more chocolate to get through this.

• My job now is so boring. It isn't that I am perfect at it. It is that I don't have the motivation to be so perfect at it.
• Shoes. I need shoes. Should I splurge in a pair of Manohlo's [don't die, no I don't have any yet] for when I meet with the selfridge's person? Notwithstanding, I am setting aside some money for three pairs of reasonable shoes this paycheque. I own a shoe desert. Everything is falling apart or woefully unstylish. My mission, is to find 3 pairs of sassy but not , 'spensive shoes. Destination: office, berties, Kurts. Damn, why don't we have Banana here…..
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  Hmm, so for food, maybe a tuna steak because I accidentally over cooked the last one and it made me mad. And I have spinach and broccoli to steam. And some brown rice. And maybe some blueberries for a little blueberry crisp. I have everything but the tuna and blueberries. Oh, and will need some soy milk for next day. I will splurge on a vanilla yoghurt smoothie on train to Portsmouth. I wonder what we will eat in Portsmouth?
• Damn why do I like to eat so much. I think it occupies 80% of my thoughts.

• I want to have my kung fu class over to flat for a dinner. Let's menu…I think I will make a taco stand type buffet, margaritas, and a pumpkin pie for dessert…..
• When does Marie Antoinette come out...maybe i should see if a group of the girlies wants to go see it, and then go out afterword, mabye at Boujis or Cafe d Paris, or Volstead, for thematic effect

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